sus4 - Quietly

[Romanization]

It’s 1 AM and my phone’s face down
But I still know where your name is
Scroll past us in the photo cloud
Acting fine
But I still replay it
Tea gone cold on the windowsill
Laughing at the way we argued
Over which song fit the mood
Now every song still sounds like you
I don’t text
I just type then erase
Let the words float off into space
I’m alright
At least most of the time
But you’re still living rent-free in my mind
So I’m just quietly waiting for you
Not in a movie way
Just in the “hope you’re good today”
Kind of way I do
Yeah I’m just quietly saving a place
Little corner of my heart
Where your hoodie and your jokes still stay
If someday we fall into the same room
I’ll smile like I always knew
I was quietly waiting for you
I still keep that playlist saved
Even though I skip your favorite
‘Cause it hits like a lazy wave
And I’m not trying to overstate it
I still talk to your dog online
Sending hearts when your stories load
You don’t know that I rewind
Just to watch you dance alone
I move on
I go out
I have fun
Tell my friends that I’m over us
Most days
Yeah
I think that it’s true
Then a Tuesday night turns into you
If you’re out there laughing at some guy’s bad jokes
I hope they land
If you’re crying in a car on the way back home
I hope you’ve got a hand
I don’t need a perfect ending
Just a chance to say “hey
How you been?”
If we ever cross that street again
We can start with “long time
My friend”