Heiden - Becoming Grown

[Romanization]

i used to think i'd change the world
just had to dream and say the words
but now i know that's not my role
i’m learning just to keep my soul

i don’t need to win or chase
but i need a place to stand

i’m not the one they talk about
i’m not the loudest in the crowd
i'm okay not to be special
but i’m learning how to love me more

no need to shine or prove my name
just breathing slow is not the same
i'm okay not to be special
but i'm learning how to love me more

i used to love the louder cheers
thought being seen would drown my fears
but now i live in quieter ways
and find some peace in slower days

my heart’s not loud but it’s still real
and quiet things can help me heal

i’m not the one they talk about
i’m not the loudest in the crowd
i'm okay not to be special
but i’m learning how to love me more

no need to shine or prove my name
just breathing slow is not the same
i'm not okay not to be special
but i'm learning how to love me more

i know i won't be right for all
and maybe that's how it's supposed to be
but every day i see it clear
i’m still someone i hold dear